Monday, November 30, 2009

the woman who shuns technology

my mum is nutty nutz. she's like kookoo or somethingg.
u guys know she does not own a handphone and she refuses to learn how to use one. she doesnt know how to answer a call or hang up on a person on a hp (wow!unbelievable huh)
she hate hps to the extent that when the house phone rings, she'll actually run to the cord phone to answer it. oh she hate the cordless phone too. she refuses to use it or learn how to use it. so whenever the phone rings, she'll run all the way to her bedroom to answer when the cordless phone is right next to her.

she hates to use calculator too. she driving me nuts. she would rather do the long division/multiplication.subtraction/addition method taught in primay sch than use a bloody calculator.the thing is she KNOWS HOW TO USE A CALCULATOR EVEN THE SCIENTIFIC ONES I USE FOR O LEVELS.it's extremely infuriating! cos she often makes a mistake cos her maths is like damn terrible.PLUS her mental sums skills is way, way below the normal average. so it takes a very looooongggggggg time for her to get her maths thingy on the paper right. AND when i tell her she that she has made a mistake and to use a calculator, she refuses! she insist on working the whole maths thing out she takes 38482384 light years.

i dont know whether to laugh or cry or kick her sometimes.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

i think michael buble is super sexy.
his voice is sexy, jazzy type
he's a fantastic singer.
love him <3333
BUT im not in lurveee w him lolzzz

Saturday, November 28, 2009

it all leads me back to you..

Friday, November 27, 2009

I FINALLY HAVE A C BOX! im so /thrilled/delighted/elated/happy/overjoyed/
blessed/content/estastic/sunny/gay/glad/mirthful
/exultant/overwhelmed w such joyful emotions right now
(cant think of any more words to describe my joy)
YEAH WHEEE !
thanks to genius candies.

now u guys can tag me!


ps. candies: im sending my love from my hse in lor 2 to ur hse in lor 1 tp hahaha
can u feel the love anot hahah
mel knows me the best... she even knows my "bodehhh" better than i do.
LOLOLOLZ! she know what bottoms are too big for me. i really need to stop overestimating myself and think like her. HAHAHAHZ
*SHINGZ MANZ*
here the about too-big shorts
melo says:
i told u hahaha
too big right

dione loves her bed says:
hahaha!
melo says:
i know ur bodehh better
than u do
stupid girl
lol

dione loves her bed says:
omgggggg u crack me up!
bodehhh

melo says:
BODEHHH -say it sexily-
dione loves her bed says:
sigh need to shop for denim shorts
melo says:
u better go urself la
u sure try 1000pairs

Tuesday, November 24, 2009


i love her tone legs. need to tone my legs



her abs are amazing. toned but not six pack kind. must enrol in bellydancing class soon

i really want her toned stomach



need to lose weight and tone up!

these pics shall motivate me!
mel and i are on a diet.
i plan to lose my fats and gain more muscles.
mel plans to be 45 kgs.

we'll make it

Monday, November 23, 2009

i was on the phone w mel. and this cracked me up

dione: i thought R loves u deep deep or something
mel: shut up dont ever say that! i wanna vomit

30 secs later ..

dione: i thought R like loves u or something
mel: shut up dont ever say that shut up! yuck love

i love annoying mel sometimes hahah
hi im back from malaysia it was horrid

dione loves her bed says:
there was a change of plan we went to malaya instead
and it was bloody horrid
long story
melo says:
malaya
dione loves her bed says:
tell u later
melo says:b
malaya
how old school
lol
ok
dione loves her bed says:
i was lazy to type malaysia la

Thursday, November 19, 2009

good news!
i am back at 45 kgs! whooo
it's has been so lonngggggg, it's about time. but i gotta work on my legs. need to tone them more.
gotta skip more often do mroe lefas exercise!
ciaoo!

i wish i gained 1 kg of muscles

Sunday, November 15, 2009

sometimes i rear the ugliest side of me to you. i dont know why i do.
seems like you somehow have a way to make me throw up the most nastiest verbal vomit.
seems like you throw it back in my face somehow or rather.
seems like sometimes you started everything out of nothing.
sometimes i wish i could take it back. sometimes i wish it'll cut u deep.
sometimes i wish i was more patient with you. to understand you. to stop and put myself in your shoes before i react. before i yell
but there has to be a compromise. you're got to do the same too.
you dont trust. you dont know how much it hurts. it hurts till i've become numb and become so jaded-till a point it doesnt matter anymore and i've moved on and i dont care.
you've got to try to understand me, be more patient and put yourself in my shoes and see how it feels-
what im trying so hard to tell you for your own sake or my sake or someone else's sake, what i really want you to understand and see, why im doing what im doing. to trust me but u dont.
but you're so sturbborn, you refuse
you pull everyone down with you.
you add gloom and get everyone so worked up
i dont know why you make thing so difficult for yourself and everyone
it is fun that way?
does it give u a rush of joy that u somehow got someone on your side and all worked up? that somehow you're won a mini victory at tearing me down?
does that make u feel any better or more self righteoues about youself?


seems like we're in a never ending nasty cycle.
and im hoping for a better change so badly till im on the very brink
and hope is gone.
sometimes i feel that glimmer of hope that someday things will change. i hold it so tightly in my hands. somehow it seems to slip through my weary fingers.
again yet again.


i cant change you or your point of view. you are always in your comfort zone
and i'm always stepping out of mine to reach you. you gotta know
you've got to sacrifice sometimes.
give and take goes a long way


maybe all i need is just the little tact to deal with your silly acts

Friday, November 13, 2009

Goodbye my lover- James blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.


Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
(x2)

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
(x2)

this is so beautiful. this song is amazing. im tearing like mad after hearing this. i dont know why im so emotional. my eyes are so red now. this song just makes me cry

there are some good covers of this song esp check out theBathroomGirl she sings awesome.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

THE Os ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

OK now that it is over. i feel like...out of place
like im so use to going to take papers in the hall
im not scared of exams anymore
you know like u dont have to study anymore..
like u can literally burn all ur textbks now.like really
it's kinda unbelivable .

stuff to do:
1# clear my pile of rubbish homework ,book, worksheet
ABIGAIL!!!!!! WHEN ARE WE HAVING THE BBQ . WE CAN USE WORKSHEETS AS CHAROAL.

2# lose weight
i can almost feel my thighs bloating up with fats. it;s matter of time before they touch each other when i stand(nightmare!). and my tummy is pfft
i hope it's all water retention but who am i kidding. i ate so much.
lose weight the hard way lorrrr


for you guys who still have paper till friday or monday
KEEP STUDYINGGGGGGGG FREEDOM WILL COME SOON!

i really hate o levels. you know u have absolutely no gauge on what you're gonna score. like no gauge man. it all depends on how well pple around u do.
u can be like uber good in eng whatever but like pple from like acs or msg can be like way better and all along u have been getting an a1...
u might not be getting a1 in the end. u know. i feel like there is this nagging worry/fear at the back of my mind that im trying very hard to knock out. that i will not do well. and go to ite or retain or something. im really quite scared la.
what if like the pple made a mistake and key in the wrong score for me. you know..agg and in fact i feel like i cant really have ABSOLUTE MUCH ANTICIPATED JOY/FUN i was expecting to look forward after the Os.

no no. positive thinking, whatever is done is done. there is no way i cant do anything about it. might as well go have some AWESOME FUN in the meantime

Sunday, November 8, 2009

greed is evil

my weight have been hovering between 45.5 tp 47 kgs ever since the beautiful start of the bloody olevels.
the thing is im not actually really upset about how much i weight but rather how much bigger i have grown.
for those of u who think i look the same, it's not true
my excess flab is hidden under the loose uniform, loose clothes
i know im havent gone out much( less walking. i have been sitting down on my almost-flabby butt for hrs painfully trying my best to score As. )
sometimes it seems the only thing that can motivate,destress whatever me is food
when im stress i think food
when im taking a break, i snack infront of the tv or whatever.
sometimes when im depressed, i eat. it's called emotional eating but im dont binge only very rarely. i never really quite understand wny pple binge when they are sad,i do now cause im doing it now.
i find myself eating supper quite often.
and mac is usually what i get for supper. in fact last night i had mcspicy at 12.05 at night.

i m really disgusted with myself
i have gotten so use to eating, i even stuff my mouth when im full. i dont usually do this before.i dont know why i do this now, but i do. it isnt a pleasant feeling (bloated tummy and all) but my hands seem to have a life of its own, shoving food down my poor liitle throat whether i like it or not


my eating habits have really gone the better of me. my body as tone as a yellow rubber duck.
my probably once was fast metabolism rate is as slow as an aged leopard due to lack of excercise.
it cant cope with all the food im eating at this alarming rate.
thus the extra kilos of trans fat, whatever shittty fats that clogs up my veins, causing heart dieases

i cant wait for olevels to be over so i can have time to whip myself into shape.
i WANT TO EXERCISE!!!
pls be over quick olevels, before i turn into a fat obese woman and die alone on my fat couch because the massive deposits of fats on my neck choked my airway

if i dont lose the fats after one mths tops, im going for a liposuction lolol

Friday, November 6, 2009

do you believe the world will end in 2012?
well i dont.

the most popular theory on why this is so is because the mayan calendar ends on that day thus it's end of the world.

but there are also many other theories for exmaple
aliens will come and abduct us and kill us.

no im not kidding. this is what i found on the net.

Aliens from the Planet Nibiru

According to Truthism.com and Gorilla199, Planet X was first observed by cavemen using the reflections on a lot of puddles stacked on top of each other. It is believed to be a black dwarf planet on a crash course with Earth's orbit.

When Planet X (Nibiru) hits Earth, the race of ancient Sumerian aliens who live on it will invade, using our bodies as nourishment for unknown purposes.

But why doesn't NASA admit it exists?

Simple.

There is a global conspiracy of international governments hiding the facts from us. NASA is involved in the cover-up, and are actually controlled by aliens.
To avoid mass panic.
Pursue their own, greedy agendas.
NASA hates people from England and thinks it's funny to let them set up an Olympic game then all die.

like what?? it is so unbelievable.

so how did they idea come about?
ideas relating to the 21st of December 2012 have been circulating like a powerful cheese fart for decades now. It seems that the current ideas relating to the Mayan/old Mexican Calendar system, known as the Long Count, began becoming popular with the emergence of Eastern Philosophy and Thought in Western Culture in the 1960's. The Mayan Civilization created a complex calendar which tracks the days in a very similar way to our current calendar system. This calendar system comes to its end on December 21st 2012. The reason for this is still a mystery

i think it's bull.
i believe the world will come to an end one day but not on dec 21st 2012.
just because the calendar of some civillisation has stopped thus pple assume
oh it's the end of the world!

really why do we let the mayans, a grp of pple who existed before Christ was even born, to dictate when the world will end?
seriously who are they anyway?
according to th wikipedia

The Maya is a Mesoamerican civilization, noted for the only known fully developed written language of the pre-Columbian Americas, as well as its art, architecture, and mathematical and astronomical systems. Initially established during the Preclassic period (c. 2000 BC to 250 AD), many Maya cities reached their highest state development during the Classic period (c. 250 AD to 900 AD), and continued throughout the Postclassic period until the arrival of the Spanish. At its peak, it was one of the most densely populated and culturally dynamic societies in the world

okay so now we know how ancient they are. and because of some theory they made thousands of years ago, everyone believes it. are they really that reliable? on what exactly did they base their theory on?

if u find out more about the mayan civilisation, u'll find that The Mayans had a very precise understanding of our solar system's cycles and believed that these cycles coincided with our spiritual and collective consciousness.

wow how genuis they based their theories on the moon stars and sun.
how could they? telescope was not even made. there was no tools to aid them so how did they do it? i dont know
they believed in cycles and stuff. not only that they believe in many god like god of the suns, god of the moons you know etc
these "gods" were merely idols.

now here's a scary fact :
The Maya practiced human sacrifice. In some Maya rituals people were killed by having their arms and legs held while a priest cut the person's chest open and tore out his heart as an offering. This is depicted on ancient objects such as pictorial texts, known as codices. It is believed that children were often offered as sacrificial victims because they were believed to be pure

i dont know about you but if u ask me the maya were pretty creepy and demonic to me.
their religion consisted of self-created idols
they practised demonic rituals
they based their theories on the solar system without simple tools

ok so maybe they were such geniuses like Egyptians they didnt need tools. alot of therioes made by the egyptian are true. they studied the solar system and know when harvest will come,when the nile river will flood and stuff, how come the egyptians never predicted a similiar theory to confirm the mayan theory since they both heavily based their calendars on the solar system and they both worshipped idols.maybe the ans to that is they simply dont know when the world will end thus they did not try to be smart and mislead pple like the unintellectual mayas.

i find the fact that people all over the world have bought some ancient theory by some ancient scary civilisation is ridiculous. they have allowed some highly unbelievable theory to screw with their minds and the send whole world into a mad frenzy. this theory is not even scientifically proven. according to the Bible, no one will know when the world will end. not even the angels in heaven will know. only God.
at least the Bible has credibility, it is a fact the Jesus existed on earth before. even for those who dont believe the Bible, with some common sense, you'll know which carries more credibility.certainly not some ancient theory by some ancient demonic civilisation

the thing is so highly publicized that even hollywood has created a movie on it.
hollywood sure knows how to make a quick and big buck when it see one.

every movie in hollywood is made to earn millions. that is why they generally have happy endings. so that u'll feel happy watching a hollywood movie and will watch the NEXT movie they produce.they have exploited this speculation, this theory to make $$. with half they world believing this shitty theory ,guessing,agonising over what Doom day would be like, what better storyline then that to interest billions of pple all over the world?

this has accelerated and strengthen the spread of this belief around the whole.
because of this movie more pple will watch it, more will believe this because the movie seems so real( the movie is only so life-like due to its big budget cost)
more pple will suddenly be more liberated in what they do because the world is going to end soon anyway. this will accelerate crime rates. pple will start to indulge in the greatest forbidden temptations and sins because of this.
this is the greatest tragedy

i really hope pple wont go around killing each other on the streets on the 20th of dec 2012. i shudder to think what pple might do on the eve of doomsday. kill pple they dont like? rape random women? rob the banks? kill their parents? bomb places?

the producers and directors of the movie will be laughing their way to the bank in their diamond-embellished limos very soon at the expense of human stupidity
THE O LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!
i still have 2 more papers

mon- human geo
wed- science mcq

i cant wait!
!!!

i have a long list of things i wanna do after Os

- lose the weight i gained becos of olevel mugging aim: lose 3-4 kgs
- take up belly dancing
- get room repainted, refurnished, redecorated
- clear the pile of messin my study and room that i have ignore becos mugging
- get in shape tone body
- suntan
- visit the science centre to see the human body exhibit( the one that use real specimens
*im just really fascinated by it okay,im not weird

here are just a few i can rattle off my mind now. i actually wrote the long list in my notebook but too lazy to type everything out

i really hate blogger now. they wont let me change the font so pardon the ugly font