have you ever come to a point in life, you feel so..jaded. unfazed. maybe just so consumed or maybe occupied by other stuff. that thought that thing the questions that silently lingers in your head. you have no idea what or you just dont want to know.and maybe you do know it but maybe you just refuse to see it eye to eye to acknowledge it. cos you're afraid. you're just wishing maybe it will be like buried deep somewhere you'll never know. or maybe you're just wishing it just disappear just like that?