i am a sick person.
i have an ,according to doctor," lower eyelid infection"
my eyes look funny.
i have a bumpy tongue or something my tongue feels really sore. like i scald it somehow.

today, pastor moore was preaching today.
and he said that many christians suffer formt this diease called "spiritual malaria"

they feel hot now and cold the next. it's like a cycle. and we're not supposer to feel like that.
we should feel " hot " all the time for God. it has to be constant thing.and i thought how i am one too.
today sermon was relevant.in fact i feel that all the sermons lately has been telling stuff.