what's wrong with me i feel so down. i feel so exhausted even though i stayed home the whole day. i feel the lack of motivation to study stupid maths. i am expecting a call from my-to-be maths tutor but she hasnt ring. there so many things i wanna scream about.


i need a breathing space.
there's a hole in me i cant explain
i cant stand this
i cant stand your complaints
i am so sick of hearing you whine but i suck it up
i wish you would understand.but it's not possible
i want to run but not a place in mind
i need someone tell me it's okay
i need someone to tell me it will all be over soon
i wish you could be less judgemental
i wish you could more responsible
i wish you could you put your feet in my shoes and see how it feels
i wish you'll know when to shut and how
i wish i could help but i cant
because of that i am afraid to tell you
i wish this vulnerable feeling will go away
but i know it will stay for the next few years
i wish i could voice it out
but i dont it because it wont be easy for you
i cant help but wait
i wish i had a shoulder to cry on

i wish this never happened
i wish all this never happened