i met up with my aunt today for lunch. i feel so terrible after seeing her. she has this eye condition so she is blind in one eye and her other eye isnt working well either. she had 2 operations before but they didnt help. when i asked her why was she in toa payoh, she told me she went to the association for the blind.

she looked so small and frail and her hands were freezing cold. i just wanted to cry. it was so hard holding my tears back in front of her. she is unmarried so i dont know who is going to take care of her if she really goes blind......and she is not working either so she doesnt have income.i dont know how long her savings will last her.whenever she couldnt see something she would say anyway i cannot see a thing so nevermind.....

she also asked me what will happen if one day she suddenly goes blind at home who is going to bring her to the association for the blind?i just didnt know how to answer. she doesnt want to go for another operation so.......

i really want to help her. but heck, i have no job so i cant give her money. my heart just goes out to her.



ps: God, if you are listening pls help my aunt. please dont let her become blind. please let her conditon improve. amen

chris brown- with you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUjsFg18fAg



I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything
'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my all



aiyogo! i wanna marry chris brown nownownow.

HELLO! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

aunt's house now. collecting many ang baos todayy. i went shopping for new year clothes yesterday, extremely last minute the shops were closing at five plus ! bought a fisher man shirt ,bottom,flats, earrings whoo! met up with candies and steph at orchard. watched 27 dresse, it was nice. I HAVE RED NAILS. shopping is love <3

going to candies house tonight to PARTY.

alibbaba is coming party too. with a fisherman shirt and beer



and baby the way you make my world go round.