my life is pretty boring. i love my job but it's abit boring sometimes at least it's better than waitressing....

i basically sit down the whole day and chat with pple. NO, i dont work for those sleazy chatlines. i survey pple about their visit to the hospital.

i love my job. i love my job.
im just psyching myself cause im having the tuesday blues.

i am so pissed and annoyed. gosh why is everyone is my hse so shouty and pms-y today. my dad is getting angry and screamy over small shit. my mum is adding fuel to his enormous hot temper. AND he gets redder by the second. i can actually see her smiling when she talks crap that boils everyone's blood. gosh i know she is enjoying this wth she's a mother she's suppose to prevent this. my brother is such a pain in the ass. everyone just likes to say something to make someoneelse's the blood boil with the sole intention of doing so. it's like a fun game. i wanna strangle all of them.

am i the only normal person who shuts up and not say something that will piss someone else off. UGHHH why cant we be a normal family iing the' enjoyand JUST SHUT UP AND NOT TALK TO EACH OTHER IF WE HAVE NOTHING NICE TO SAY ABOUT EACHOTHER. ughhhhh


IS THIS LOGIC SO HARD FOR PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND

correct way:
nothing nice to say= cant stand eachother= dont talk to eachother= WORLD PEACE.

the idiot's way:
cant stand each other= says something stupid to each other =quarrel= shouting match begins= WORLD WAR


i wish i was 18 so i can move out :(
i honestly would rather live alone than with my family. heck, i rather live with any tom dick or harry than my family

today was awesome. my boss is totally nice. i went for a 4 hr lunch break. ok i told him i had dental at woodland. he even told me to slowly take my time.
i lunch-ed with the gang xept mel because she couldnt wake up. we had lunch at jack's place marina square
sad i had to go back early to the freezing office

L1r5= 15
L1r4=11

3As and 4Bs

11-2=9

gosh i really didnt expect b4 for english. like wth?i was so shocked. ms shasumudin was expecting an A from me. i feel quite bad letting her down. i guess i wrote a really terrible letter or something.

on the bright side
i wasnt expecting A1 for geo considering screwed up the last part.mrs ng really is a good geo teacher.

i guess it's a compromise.

though im a little disappointed, but i made it to the international businesss at ngee ann poly!

i made it, thanks Lord

thanks for everything:)

u know there is one thing we all men should know: men cannot fight against God and win.
this meaning :life wont would go according to what u want all the time, it will go accord to what God wants it to be.
yup it was said today during sermon. and mel just give me a short recap of it too.
so whatever the results maybe i think im just gonna trust it to the Lord.
mel told me God's plans dont just revoke all effort u put in la
so im good.worries taken away. i studied really hard for my o levels. i dont think i have to consider nursing or some electrician course thing. yuck gosh im was literally expecting all sorts of shitty outsomes like my score to be over 20. wth, i worried for nothing.
thanks Lord, my worries have been put side
thanks mel :)

Dear God,
im really super worried about my results. i am not that worried now but i know i will probably pee in my skirt when it's my turn to sit on that chair and look at certificate what will make or break my future. i know worry does nothing it cant change anything so i have kept all my worries in a box tucked in a little dark nook of my brain. they will come out of that box in full force on monday. and i need You to help me through this.
im filling my days with as much fun, smiles as i can because i dont know if i can still smile come monday.pls pls pls dont let me get above 10 for my L1 R5.
pls pls pls let me get into the business course i want in ngee ann poly. pls pls pls pls make it happen at ngee ann. my L1 R5 can be 15 0r whatever u want it to be but pls let my L1R4 be 10 or below.
I dont want the results to alter the path i want to go in life.I dont want this to deny me the career i want in my life. i dont want this to change my life forever. pls pls pls let me get into the course i want.
Dear Lord, you know
i have no plan B. i only got plan A. if plan A fails, i wouldnt know what to do in life.if i dont do my desired course in poly, i honestly hav no idea what to do, where to go. i would be so broken and lost and maybe even suicidal. i cant fail. i need You , Lord. im calling out to You. pls make it happen.

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thankgiving, present your request to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all undertstanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus" Philippians 4:6-7

Amen

sometimes things just get so crazy and living life gets hard to do.

i just had blood sucked out of my knees. i wanna cry it hurts so bad :((((((((((

i hate fbk.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

I NEED TO CHANGE MY XTRA UGLY BLOG SKIN.i cant even change my font size and type.