went out with mel after choir today. hahah i really enjoyed today. we went to novena with mel and saw many funny people.there was this man who was walking funny like his pants was too tight and had like some sort of spilt at the back of his pants. laughed so hard hopeD he didnt hear it was insanely funny! felt quite bad after that : /
we havent really hang out since a decade ago. we shared some stuff and some really got into me. sorta enlightened me. thanks mel


and then i got back home and i hate this. i just dont know how my mum gets into me evry shitty time. i hate to feel like this. i hate to feel weak vulnerble anger disappointed sad all at once. its like this overwhelming ball of different emotions that builds up it becomes so strangling. i dont know if i should scream it all away or cry it all out or laugh or all three. i cant wait to go vietnam for 6 days away ,have some break from parents . whoo yeah i hope the food is good and i heard that the coffee is a must-try and the shopping has to be fabulous till i drop dead in the shopping mall ok iam happy now looking forward to the good stuff ! :D

i hate that my chocolate addiction is coming back


notes to self: stay away form chocolate bars in supermarkets

yooooo. i have been super lazy to blog nowadays. i am just lazy to turn on the laptop and i just watch tv and sleep! come home bathe watch a little tv sleep then wake up at around 7 then watch tv then sleep at 12. and sleep in class wow i feel like a pig.

i am really glad about some of my results. some are goood and some are like really bad.
e.maths : 77/100 WHOO that is like morethan 20 marks improvement whoooooo.i really wasnt expecting 77 i was expecting like around 65 and if i could make it to 70 would be a miracle. and i just went to heaven for a few seconds when i saw my paper

combined humanities: 71 OHHH YAYY! SOME SORT OF GREAT MIRACLE REALLY HAPPEN! i really suck at history s.s esp sbq section but i dunno what happen a2 for meeee

pure geo: 84! omgomgomg amazing!!i studied very little like for 2 days and i only did the hardcore memorising thing for one chapter and the just read through the rest.
and when i was doing the paper i was like omg i am going to do so badlyy. i really was expecting 18 or 19 for the first question. i was scared too death when i took my paper. woah 22/ 25 another AMAZING MIRACLE happened

the others were so so average or bad dont wnna talk about them. my total end years grades are better than my mid years yay. ok im tired. . i think i need retail therapy. going zzzz soon
buhbye


ps. will upload photos when i outgrow this sleep thing

life is annoying piece of shitz. if you think having two "freaking" offspring is driving you up the damn wall why didnt you just stop at one didnt you bloody think plan ahead or did u just start a family just like that sometimes you are so unreasonable and omg you make make me wanna puke okay
you dont know to to be good mother period

I THINK BRAD PITT IS REALLY HOT
I THINK THE WASABI O FISH AT MAC TASTE LIKE SOME SICK PLANT
I THINK I HAVE TO LOSE 3 KG
I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL TMR
I FEEL LIKE WATCHING A GOOD COMEDY NOW

i am gonna commit a really big sin. im going to mac to buy food.... alot of food plus upsize
yes and i am buying for my brother too. we all just a retarded bunch of starving polar bears
at 2 am in the morning. i just ate @ mels house not long ago. guilty ughh

ps. i still havent decided what to eat. the wasabi o fish or mcwings or mcspicy somebody help me decide!

HAPPY SWEET 15 TO MYSELF YAY!
i hope i become like really smart so i dont have to study much.
get top grades without much effort yea
nah its not gonna happen. i didnt wish for that
alright back to reality
oh my pancakes my idiot charger isnt working and my laptop is gonna shut anytime ok
so i have to keep this post real short.
i just wanna say a big THANK YOU to all my friends for wishing me.
THANK YOU so much i am really glad that you guys rmb even though like
the exams are going on and mugging andstuff .
THANK YOU MANDY CANDIES HUEIMIN MEL for the delicious cream
chocolate cake(fav!) and planning the big surprise at the staircase hahahah and birthday songs i
really appreciate everything your efforts and planning. I LOVE YOU GUYS
so im 15 going on 16 now yay raw haw !

PS. hm tell circles i said thanks

physics geo chem 1 emaths 2 to go gwahxz!
i am sad and depress :(
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i found these pics in my grandma photos album! i am the one in diapers LOL. i look so chubby hawhaw. my brother looks so cute and lost in the first pic holding my cousin's hand. thats my grandma she looks so pretty when she was young. i bet that photograph is really old. like more than 50 years

chem paper was terrible. today i didnt do question B1 worth like 9 m. i didnt know read the insructions. oh so stupid. lessons learned. oh i cant wait for exmas to be over. i got a gazillion things i wanna do. first i gotta lose some weight. i feel so fat. studying makes you so inactive. All i did snack and eat and SIT for hours and hours omg feel so fat. i gotta lose at least 2 kg . cant wait to start swimming again.